Sunday, May 17, 2009 ♥.
I'll start off with saying i'm tipsy now. Haresh just left and i finished the remaining alcohol from my bro's last drinking session alone.
Woke up after like 3 hours of sleep today and went out with haresh, adam, dinesh and benson. Went to eat first at timah cos i was fucking hungry. Then i brought a bottle of liquor and we bought 2 cartons of beer and started drinking and playing pool at IRC (: Came back home and saw that my dad came back from germany, he bought me presents =D
Kinda stressed out today, my bro doesn't know he wants to do, totally heartbroken over a girl, throwing his fucking life away. He's doing stuff he's not supposed to. I really don't know how to help, neither do i know what i should do. Totally at a loss. I don't wanna give up but i feel that i have to. Looking at him at a state where he doesn't know what he's doing at all seriously hurts me. Then adam went home and haresh stayed in my place. Started talking about all kinds of stuffs. Then we went down to 7-11 to get food and annoyed the fuck outta our friend working there. We rode around with his bike, pretty fun, lol. He drank with us for awhile then we bought more alcohol and went back to my place. Then my bro's friends came into my room and started stepping on my bed. Lying on my bed when they're sweaty and shit = = thats when i started shouting at them. Sweat, ash, dirt all over my bed. I don't wanna fuck them up just because they're my bro's friends.
Fuck that anyways, missed haresh a shitload. Haven't seen him for ages and haven't drank with him. Anyways, going out with haresh, benson, dinesh and adam was fun. Disturbing dinesh has become a hobby. Kinda pity him tho.
Might go buy contact lens, zann tells me that grey and red contact lens suits me. I'd prefer to retain my original eye colour tho. I completely don't even know how to wear contact lens -_- ohwell, gotta learn someday anyway.
Getting sleepy as fuck, i'll continue another day (:
Al-Azhar :P
My dad's present from Germany. Hoegaarden =D
Woke up after like 3 hours of sleep today and went out with haresh, adam, dinesh and benson. Went to eat first at timah cos i was fucking hungry. Then i brought a bottle of liquor and we bought 2 cartons of beer and started drinking and playing pool at IRC (: Came back home and saw that my dad came back from germany, he bought me presents =D
Kinda stressed out today, my bro doesn't know he wants to do, totally heartbroken over a girl, throwing his fucking life away. He's doing stuff he's not supposed to. I really don't know how to help, neither do i know what i should do. Totally at a loss. I don't wanna give up but i feel that i have to. Looking at him at a state where he doesn't know what he's doing at all seriously hurts me. Then adam went home and haresh stayed in my place. Started talking about all kinds of stuffs. Then we went down to 7-11 to get food and annoyed the fuck outta our friend working there. We rode around with his bike, pretty fun, lol. He drank with us for awhile then we bought more alcohol and went back to my place. Then my bro's friends came into my room and started stepping on my bed. Lying on my bed when they're sweaty and shit = = thats when i started shouting at them. Sweat, ash, dirt all over my bed. I don't wanna fuck them up just because they're my bro's friends.
Fuck that anyways, missed haresh a shitload. Haven't seen him for ages and haven't drank with him. Anyways, going out with haresh, benson, dinesh and adam was fun. Disturbing dinesh has become a hobby. Kinda pity him tho.
Might go buy contact lens, zann tells me that grey and red contact lens suits me. I'd prefer to retain my original eye colour tho. I completely don't even know how to wear contact lens -_- ohwell, gotta learn someday anyway.
Getting sleepy as fuck, i'll continue another day (:
Al-Azhar :P
My dad's present from Germany. Hoegaarden =D
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Posted @ 7:12 AM
Posted @ 7:12 AM
